But finally feeling better. I think part of it is the medicine that I have been consuming with a rate one would use to eat candy, but also in part to my lovely princess. She has been telling me the last day or two that she wants to take care of me and checking up on me. So, I attribute my feeling better to her, medicine can take silver medal.
How I Met Your Mother is on netflix!!! I am sorry, but I think this is one of the better shows that I have ever seen. The characters are all very real and believable, and the plot is well written. It makes em laugh when I have been having a bad day.
So, I have been applying for a lot of non-teaching jobs lately. It's....hard. I feel like I am turning my back on teaching. One of the jobs is theatre related, so I think I wouldn't mind it too badly. The other is a great paying job at an eye doctor's office.
Is it weird that I'm terrified of getting a job in a field without teaching because I'm scared I may never go back to it. I mean, I worked at a 7-11 for a miserable years and a half because I didn't have the will to quit. I'm worried if I get this great paying job and find a good place to live where Carly can visit, that maybe I wouldn't feel the need to look for something else.
I want to teach so badly, but if I were making money and had the ability to to provide for my love, maybe I would settle.
So, I heard this great song today, and it made me smile. It's called Good Feeling by the Violent Femmes. Its great, and totally nineties which makes me smile. I really love the first three lines, which also are the last three lines:
"Won't you stay with me just a little longer
It always seems like your leaving
When I need you here just a little longer"
With how lonely I am here with no one to talk to, I get that feeling. A little too well.
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