Wednesday, July 18, 2012

The words she knows, the tune she hums

Things seem to be rushing by and taking their sweet time all at once.  I cannot wait to get out of here, move into my new house and my new job.  Yet, I feel like I still have a million things to take care of before I go.  So many things to set up or get paid for.  It's very overwhelming some times.

I think it stinks that I have made so many new friends while at my current job and now I have to leave them.  I know I got a job doing what I've always dreamed of, but I really like them.  I like Krystal, even though she doesn't come around too often, and Kylene and Erika and Stephanie and Kim and Mandy and Alicia and Brooke now too.  I think it sucks that I won't see them every day.

So I finished Mass Effect 3, and I have to say I do not understand why everyone got so upset about it.  I loved the ending of that game.  Having to make such a difficult choice and then watching the whole thing come down around me.  It was very powerful, and I feel like it validated the time I spent playing all three of those games.

I am afraid of moving. It's a very scary idea of moving somewhere where I do not know anybody.  Even better, the people I will be spending almost every day with at work I cannot legally be friends with.  I know I will be happy working, but coming home to an empty house every night just makes me feel... depressed.

I miss my sweetheart. It's just so hard seeing her so little.  I love her so much.

I guess this is a shorter one tonight, I am tired and ready to go to bed.

I was going to try for a song by the Young Dubliners, an irish folk/rock band. However, I am still on my Ben Folds kick and while missing my princess, I have to go with this one.

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