Ugh

My head has been pounding nonstop for the last three days.  It hurts, badly.

I am tired of this.  I am tired of things going wrong.  Everytime I try to make my feelings important in any relationship, in this relationship, it fucks things up.  I need to just shut up and enjoy being with her.  She is my everything, all I want is her happiness.  So i need to let my things go.

I haven't been sleeping much.  I finally pass out around 430 or 5 every morning.  I am tired.

I feel like I am slowly falling to pieces.

I also have this growing desire to smash every mirror in the apartment.  I am tired of looking at myself.

I love my angel more than life.

More than life itself.